Sunday, June 28, 2009

Do Not Wreck It, Please!

Dont spoil the respect and high regards I have for you. Just dont. The moment I disregard everything, that would be the end of all. In me, there's only love OR hate. There's no either fond or like.

Monday, June 22, 2009

How I Wish...

"Mak, kau memberikan separuh hidupmu
Memberikan banyak cinta untukku sepanjang hidupmu
Menjadi tempat mengaduku
Kau memberikan semangat untukku
Memberikan waktumu untukku
Hanya kau wanita yang paling kucintai di dunia ini

Mak, hanya kau yang mempunyai waktu untuk mencintaiku
Mak, hanya air matamu yang mengalir untukku
Mak, hanya engkau yang menyerahkan nyawamu untuk menyelamatkanku
Hanya ada uluran tanganmu ketika aku menangis
Hanya ada senyummu ketika aku bersedih
Hanya ada tawamu ketika aku senang..."

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Break 2 (days)!

Am at home today, and tomorrow. Catching up time with kids before they are all back to school. Planned to go somewhere out, have bright and breezy day with the family.

Just finished cooking Bubur Lambuk (my first time) and sausage rolls for breakfast, but up to this hour (0900 hrs), my happy-spirit lass goobers are yet to wake up. Boleh ke cam tu? Nak kena kejut ni.. anak daro.. anak daro.. four of them, ya know?

Till I write again soon. (Noted, not one in the previous list is yet to be started till I write this.. gossshhh.. help me out of this procrastination mode!) I will do at least 2 of those today.. organize photos and snap photos.. It's a photo-snappy-posy day!!

Salam rest-day!

Monday, June 8, 2009

My To Do List - Uiiissshhh!!

1. Nak amik gambo masa tengah pregnant ni banyak-banyak. Tapi sampai sekarang pun masih lom ter-snap-snap gak.. Last posing-mosing masa 16 weeks. Amboi.. punya la lama dolu.. la ni dah 33 weeks la cek mek.. perut dah besaq, amik la gambo cecepat.. 46 hari lagi tau.. uiissshh..

2. Nak organize gambo-gambo Insyirah (now she is 8 years old), kesian anak Ibu ni.. tak baik betul (Ibu dia la tu).. tu la nasib anak yg terkemudian.. gambo tak ter-organize... walaupun banyak snap.. uiiissshh...

3. Nak buat scrapbook, gambo ahli family yg lain-lain.. dah siap in the computer.. tapi tu la.. tu laaa... uiissshh...

4. Nak cantikkan blog ni dengan gambar2 especially the family event.. tapi tu la.. tu laaa.. uiiissshh...

5. Nak kemas workstation kat office, tak lama lagi dah nak cuti bersalin.. 2 bulan takde.. tapi tak jugak start buat the housekeeping and spring cleaning.. uiiissshh...

Slow-slow kayuh, ok.. still got time.. TAPI not much left tau.. DO NOT PROCRASTINATE (this is what B always ingatkan.. tapi tu laaa... uiiisshhh!).

Yeah, procrastinate no more.. oh yeahh!~

(A reminder to myself : Next update here in your own very blog, make sure at least 3 of the above list are done, ok you procrastinator??)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Remain Undetected

Purposely I do not link this blog to anyone, also I’m not letting anyone knows about the existence of it. I intend to let this blog undiscovered to those who knows me. This will be the avenue for me to express my feelings, emotions, what’s happening on the so-so day, write the small itsy bitsy matters that perhaps trivial to certain people to listen to and last.. write secrets.. (see how.. hehehe). Let me write my heart out, pouring everything – and let just-me enjoy my ramblings myself.

Salam sayang diri sendiri.. :o)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Only If You Know What I Mean

"..When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.."

"..We make them cry who care for us, we cry for those who never care for us.."

Ms Preggy : Week 32

To buy that beautiful little dress or those adorable tiny basketball shoes? Is it a boy? Or is it a girl..? According to my big bulge, people predicted it’s a girl.. (surely because of the huge-looking hump around my waistline la tu..). At this point (of last trimester) all have been prepared. At least to the 95% preparation of baby items… and ehemmm.. they are all in blue colour, ok? :o) The only thing that are not included are the big ones such as baby-cot, stroller and the baby car seat. But that baby-cot, needs to be finalized fast la kan? 53 days to go lagi tau.. But, I know why we still in the search, because most of what we found were not up to the one that we both can agree. So, this weekend.. another round ye B? :o)

I gotta buy everything new.. since the last time I got pregnant was the last 8 years.. all have been donated, even to dunno who.. Allah bless. Now, this new baby will get the whole new things. Lucky baby. (Insya Allah, Amin Ya Rabb)

Back to the baby’s gender, my instinct it’s a boy. So does my hubby. And we have prepared only boy’s name. Insya Allah. To the latest scan we had last month (at 7 months), Dr Laila owed me another scan at my next visit. Sebab.. my baby is so so shy-shy-baby.. it couldn’t be seen, his/her umbilical cord covered that particular part. Ala shayang.. you got your Ibu and Ayah in big guesswork la baby…

I myself feel like pregnant for the first time. First time Momma.. (cekonon..). I gotta search and surf all over the net to get all info on pregnancy, labor, baby care and all the pregnancy terms. I am utterly surprise that many I have forgotten rupanya.. to take jab at 7 months+, to sterilize baby bottles beforehand, to search for jamu dalam pantang ~ gosh, cant you see how far I left the past behind..? (in actual fact is how bad my memory is.. hehehe..)

Till then, I’ll be back. Pray for me and my baby.

Salam semut. Lagi. :o)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Am the Big Eater!

Na'ah, not me alone B.. the baby, B.. and me.. :o)